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X'tyfe · « **Reply #165 on:** September 20, 2007, 07:52:22 PM »

of course, they tell me they cant help me
which is odd, since there able to help many others with my problem

DWxchzrles · « **Reply #166 on:** September 20, 2007, 08:00:02 PM »

Quote from: [BTF]X'tyfe on September 20, 2007, 07:52:22 PM
Quote from: [BTF]X'tyfe on September 20, 2007, 07:52:22 PM

of course, they tell me they cant help me
which is odd, since there able to help many others with my problem

yes that is odd

mental health can be quite complicated to diagnose

sounds to me as if you are getting the run around from these professionals

X'tyfe · « **Reply #167 on:** September 20, 2007, 08:34:39 PM »

i agree

iv never been officially diagnosed either
i had to research all of this and do it myself

jägermonsta · « **Reply #168 on:** September 21, 2007, 05:42:51 AM »

Quote from: Solo_Senshi on September 20, 2007, 01:31:56 PM

Oh, my older sister used to do it and she said it was expensive, so I was just going on that. Maybe it could be more expensive in some regions, like in an extremely small town, idk.

In the end, yes it's expensive. Any drug habit is.

Whirlingdervish · « **Reply #169 on:** September 21, 2007, 08:09:57 AM »

per gram, it's cheap.

The fact that you're so amped up that you can do a gram every 30 minutes in an OCD-esque frenzy is what makes it expensive.
All of your aquaintances stealing your things when you crash for a day, gets costly too.

Daemia · « **Reply #170 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:04:41 PM »

robot. yeah im ocd too. not too bad imo though.

im more of the "germs and disorder" definition of it.
I wont use public washrooms or touch door handles. I wash my hands prob 15-20 times a day. I wont eat food unless I prepare it (if i do eat out im thinking about what could of contaminated it threw out the whole meal ruining my appetite. I dont let my foods touch on my plate.
I don't kiss my BF much because the human mouth has so many germs.

that makes me sad....
everything in my house has a place and if its out of place I MUST correct it. (hate having company stay with us because of this)
I get anxiety over driving (myself and other drivers) always have thoughts almost visions of how i could die in the car, like visualizing the car going off the ledge on the corner we are about to take.
like i said, a mild case, but none the less i understand.

Daemia · « **Reply #171 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:07:04 PM »

meths the cheapest drug out there of the cocaine/speed/meth variety is all i meant... of course if you are a hard addict its all the same in the end.

but point for point, its 1/5th the price of cocaine. thats why it is so popular

Er!c@ · « **Reply #172 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:09:37 PM »

Quote from: Daemia on September 21, 2007, 12:04:41 PM

robot. yeah im ocd too. not too bad imo though.

im more of the "germs and disorder" definition of it.
I wont use public washrooms or touch door handles. I wash my hands prob 15-20 times a day. I wont eat food unless I prepare it (if i do eat out im thinking about what could of contaminated it threw out the whole meal ruining my appetite. I dont let my foods touch on my plate.
I don't kiss my BF much because the human mouth has so many germs. that makes me sad....
everything in my house has a place and if its out of place I MUST correct it. (hate having company stay with us because of this)
I get anxiety over driving (myself and other drivers) always have thoughts almost visions of how i could die in the car, like visualizing the car going off the ledge on the corner we are about to take.
like i said, a mild case, but none the less i understand.

I have the same problem with order EVERYTHING needs its place, or i cant do anything.
and same with driving.
I personally do not drive myself.
but i hate riding in the car with someone.
specially on bridges, and near lakes..
always have thoughts its gonna crass
or i'm gonna get trapped and drown

DWxchzrles · « **Reply #173 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:12:47 PM »

my biggest fear is being cremated alive

Daemia · « **Reply #174 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:14:40 PM »

I dont drive either and Im 25 soon LOL
My bf hates that i am that way in a car. If he is passing a car on the highway he can see me tense up and hold my breath. I get a racing heartbeat. and after we pass the car and slow back down again when my body finally relaxes i feel my legs aching from how tight the muscles were, and i get the shakes from the adrenaline rush. and i usually feel like crying. its stupid, and frusterating to me. my poor BF LOL takes offense thinking its HIS driving making me feel like that but in truth its all drivers. (its much worse now that we have a baby, im always telling him how to drive and it piss''s him off bad LOL)

Er!c@ · « **Reply #175 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:18:48 PM »

haha ik i hate highway, around here to get places there isnt really any highways, our normals roads are considered state highways
i try to hit the brake sometimes, and i dont have one. i grab onto the dash board, and gasp alot. ;p

jägermonsta · « **Reply #176 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:21:48 PM »

love driving on the highway, especially when it's snowing. good challenge!

Daemia · « **Reply #177 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:22:03 PM »

i just hang on for dear life to the 'holy shit handles' like its a roller coaster ride LOL.

yeah, wont take roller coasters either

after watching that fucking 'final destination' movie. that movie scared me bad... and i watched all 3 haha you think i'd stop after the first one. but i felt compulsed to watch the whole series...

Daemia · « **Reply #178 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:23:18 PM »

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Er!c@ · « **Reply #179 on:** September 21, 2007, 12:26:48 PM »

haha yes, 5 foot snow banks

we get plenty of those here in Maine

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