Clemency for the banned?

[Golgo13]

why would i read it? you're not staying. i have no incentive. enjoy your self-imposed exile. bye.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-R1z2DKAhg&list=RD5y41nL_fcOI&index=5

[Zeppelin]

you're not fooling anyone. if quadz wanted to find your country of origin, he could. it would probably trace back to argentina. you want someone to beg you to play or something? so much drama sigh* nobody is being particularly mean to you.

LOL
This is NOT spawn girl!
Costigan used to play as Vamp Nacht!! Do some research for "vamp nacht" in the forums...
 

[Golgo13]

wow vamp nacht? even worse she actually played on my server more than anyone. geez. how does one get in touch with spawn girl anyways. i commented on her youtube page. i don't know if it's still active.

[haunted]

How was I out of context? I provided none. I said whatever is going on you're handling it poorly. This is obviously true.

[yahoo]

wow vamp nacht? even worse she actually played on my server more than anyone. geez. how does one get in touch with spawn girl anyways. i commented on her youtube page. i don't know if it's still active.

he

and btw its quite obvious that aint spawngirl. No IP trace needed..

IDK if its me or is this whole conversation  getting stupid and pointless

[|iR|Focalor]

You, |iR|Focalor, have been doing that with your replies to me since i came back last year, albeit in a socially positive way, but thankfully my politeness and patience overcame the disbelief and exasperation you consistently inspired in me.

Let me inform you of what you ACTUALLY mean to say. Your politeness and patience didn't overcome jack shit. Your hiding behind a new name I don't recognize is what inspired ME to NOT ignore every fucking thing you have to say other than to tell you to go fuck yourself whenever the whim to do so might materialize. So congratulations, you fooled me with that mask. Now that it's off... go fuck yourself, Vamp Nacht.

"No one found her highly amusing." - how did you even get to writing this even after quoting me right above where you wrote it?

Who gives a fuck if I interpreted it however the fuck I felt like. Were you making an important or relevant point? No. You were fucking trolling trying to be a smartass and suggesting that she was the innocent victim. And now you have to wonder why all of the sudden everyone in this thread wants to kick you in the face? You know why we've arrived at this point. This is where you wanted to go. So go... go fuck yourself, Vamp Nacht.

GOODBYE.

 



Don't care either way. Go fuck yourself with handfuls of shredded fiberglass.

[Sgt. Dick]

This belongs in this thread -
https://twitter.com/christapeterso/status/1247274086297788416

Butthole identified 

[quadz]

IDK if its me or is this whole conversation  getting stupid and pointless

Astonishing, really. 

Such improbable twists and turns.

[0rbisson]

This belongs in this thread -
https://twitter.com/christapeterso/status/1247274086297788416

Butthole identified 

Instead of fingerprint unlock, all new model phones from the year 2023 will have butthole identification. may god have mercy on us all.

[|iR|Focalor]

This belongs in this thread -
https://twitter.com/christapeterso/status/1247274086297788416

Butthole identified 

Instead of fingerprint unlock, all new model phones from the year 2023 will have butthole identification. may god have mercy on us all.

2dum and Vamp Nacht will be able to use their asshole OR their face, it won't know the difference.

[0rbisson]

Now thats funny 

[fader]

I didn't feel like making a new thread about this, so I thought I'd just post this here; about what happened to Razor. Since even to this day, I still see his name brought up here and there.

Basically, Razor disappeared some time in 2015/early 2016 after quitting Q2 completely in 2014, he stopped playing this game a very, very long time ago. No contact, no nothing. He deleted his irc channel and even people he was friends with had no idea where he went. Then, some time in 2016, he popped out of the woodwork to say he stopped using irc completely and was planning to emigrate out of Sweden after the summer of 2016.

(az__) i quit using irc
(az__) bc i am planning to move from sweden after the summer

That was in May of 2016, I believe. After that, I haven't heard a single thing from him. Even though he built up a somewhat respectable savings from the government, he never actually held a job for as long as I knew him and he never really had any major, long term plans for the future; keep in mind I'm leaving a lot out out of respect.

The disappearance of this guy who, previously, had practically lived online his whole life with no contact in over 5 years on top of a few other things I've heard through the grapevine leads me to believe Razor (aka Kimpis Nyman) is more than likely dead. It just can't think of any other reason why he would disappear so suddenly after supposedly moving from a country he, as far as I can recall, has never lived outside of.

This is something that me and a few other people have believed for a pretty long time, but now I decided to put it out there for other people to see. Knowing this, I hope you all can make a decision about whether or not to dedicate any headspace to a possible dead man who forgot about this game a very, very, very long time ago.


Thanks for reading,
-me

[|iR|Focalor]

If anybody dies, that kinda sucks.

But on the other hand, everybody is gonna die. So being dead in and of itself isn't all that special.

And on the same hand that's been here this whole time, being dead doesn't change the past. And there's a HUGE lesson to be learned there. This shit is extremely temporary. The people you love are not gonna be there forever. Make sure they know how much you value them and make sure they feel it. It ain't enough just to SAY it. And if you want people to think of you a certain way when you're gone, well then take steps to make sure you leave the right lasting impression on the world you live in temporarily. That's the only form of immortality any of us will ever have.

And you don't know for sure he's dead. Maybe he found a reason to cut ties with his internet past. If you have plenty of shit in your life to occupy you, you'll have no more time for this internet bullshit anyway. You don't remember what life was like before the internet. Some of us do. It was entirely tolerable. We got by just fine without it. People weren't walking around looking down at their phones all day, arguing about politics on social media as if it makes any difference. The only difference it makes is that it gives them data to steal for research when they figure out what specific things to say to bullshit the voters into voting for them.

The impression he left, and what I'll always remember, is that he could be fun to hang around sometimes, but his stupid and pointless repeated cheat attempts were a "sin" as far as this community (and ANY game community) is concerned. He couldn't stand being a high ping player and losing to people. He wanted to be highly competitive and be thought of as a top player, and it wasn't gonna happen unless he was cheating to do it. He couldn't accept that, so he cheated repeatedly. And when there were consequences for it, he didn't want to accept that either, and he tried to get around the consequences, and was caught again. He made his own fate here.

If he's dead, that's sad, and I'll miss him for the fun and funny guy he was at times. But if you're saying everyone should forgive everything he ever did, that's just not gonna happen.

I'll share my best memory about him.

Back in probably 2008 when I was still in EoM with [EoM]Processor,... clan EoM was still pretty much just me and Pro I think. For fun, we'd do a weekly Sunday night FFA thing where we invited a few people from KEA and BTF to join us, hoping other randoms would swing through when they saw the server populated in GOTO, just to get our clans name out there and maybe get some candidates for new EoM members that way. Razor was a semi-regular, and once or twice some other members of his clan >ES< would pop in too. One night after most everyone had left and it was just Me, Pro, Razor, and maybe Shogun, we were bullshitting and joking and somehow we came up with the idea that it would be pretty funny to have a Q2DM1 Edge map where the only weapons were all BFG's and all the ammo was cells. He used to have several odd sayings since english wasn't his first language, one of them being his semi-trademark shit-talking taunt, "NOOB ON U!" Anyway, the next day he shows up with a map override called "Q2DM1-noob_on_u". I loaded it onto the EOM server and we played a few rounds of it. It was kinda fun. Not as easy to kill people as you'd think. If someone runs fast, it can be not so easy to pin someone down in place good enough to get a good shot on them. And since they're armed with a BFG too, you gotta be sneaky with your usage of cover to kill someone without getting killed yourself.

I think Quadz still has all the eom server stuff up that was migrated to the TS box from [BTF]Gator's old server box where it originally was, so the map is still here somewhere.

[haunted]

Maybe he's in jail. Never know, would have the same affect.

Horsefucker on U, noobface.

 

[fader]

The impression he left, and what I'll always remember, is that he could be fun to hang around sometimes, but his stupid and pointless repeated cheat attempts were a "sin" as far as this community (and ANY game community) is concerned. He couldn't stand being a high ping player and losing to people. He wanted to be highly competitive and be thought of as a top player, and it wasn't gonna happen unless he was cheating to do it. He couldn't accept that, so he cheated repeatedly. And when there were consequences for it, he didn't want to accept that either, and he tried to get around the consequences, and was caught again. He made his own fate here.

If he's dead, that's sad, and I'll miss him for the fun and funny guy he was at times. But if you're saying everyone should forgive everything he ever did, that's just not gonna happen.

Of course I'm not saying he's "forgiven", because even back then, I still did not agree or condone much of the things that he did. In his own words, he was probably the worst troll Quake 2 has ever seen; a title very well deserved. He was a very, very, very flawed person. He could be spiteful and vindictive a lot of the time, and on top of all of that, he was also incredibly racist; which I believe helped fuel his desire to leave Sweden.

However, it is also very easy to hate someone you don't truly know. I had a lot of fun times with him, and even if he really wasn't the best person, we still had some pretty thoughtful conversations and he still wanted to have friends and be accepted like everyone else.

With regards to his cheating (and this is just my personal view from talking to him), I believe his initial desire to cheat was just a childish desire to be a "top" player and be seen as good, yes. However, throughout his 20's, most of his exploits were driven more by a desire to be get back at the very people that rejected him so harshly. His name and reputation was so toxic, anybody even remotely associating with him was immediately seen as some suspicious bad actor, even for something innocuous like getting server help; which is actually something he helped me with a lot back then as well. He would actually help people here and there and even report certain bugs and exploits. When it came to his motivation however, it was purely driven to spite either TS or q2scene, or anyone else who completely cut off ties with him for his past actions.

<az__> do u really think i wanna support a community who have taken turns to knife me in the back?

Ironically, the entire Quake 2 community's rejection of him was what largely fueled much of his cheating and exploitative antics post-2010. It was just a cycle of negativity and vindictive spite that was never broken.

Again, I have absolutely no concrete evidence to back up the idea that he's not alive anymore, so it might be worth it to take what I'm saying with a grain of salt. If he did somehow find the wherewithal to finally move on from his internet life, then I have a lot of respect for that. Razor was someone who practically lived online most of his life. However, given what I know about his life, I've personally accepted that I'm more than likely never going to be able to talk to him again.

In the words of the late, great Pimp C, one day they're here and baby the next day they're gone.

Maybe he's in jail. Never know, would have the same affect.

Also not entirely out of the realm of possibility.


-me