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[ColdFlo]

Yeah your defense and the reason u think u are right is the extent of the shit talking i have commited, but what u failed to recognize is i only ever fucked with those of u who pull asshole shit.  So while i may have appeared to be a "bad guy," I was always in the right and as a good, yet extreme person, im not gonna let a good potentially great server fall by the wayside.  Just like anywhere else power corrupts and u little shit stereotypical ethnic ghetto-style folk as much as u had potential went the way of niggerishness.  So good day and good riddens to u and your bitchfest server.  I hope u all continue to piss off each other further until u dwindle your players back down to equilibruim.  I hope those of u that are slightly agged by coz's rail whoring and dweezil dorkness get even more agged.  I hope u listen to habibs after frag statements and hope that sand stereotypical ethnic ghetto-style individual dies of a disease.  I hope when u hear his spam asskissing at the end u know that he was raped by other sand stereotypical ethnic ghetto-style folk in sand stereotypical ethnic ghetto-style individual land.  I hope bitchster continually shoots u in the back with the name Butmunch and when he wins from bitch tactics quickly changes his name to bitchster for his personal screenshots.  I hope jquest and matster keep thinking they are superior to everyone else and they fuck over everyone they comein contact with like a bunch of sellouts and u can see how truly bitchy they are. Everyone else is basically ok they have minor flaws and arent possesed to be fucks.  Players of superior character are scrotumus quakeduke chatanoo essie mccoy silver x hash 4u2corpus magic recycled fishbone bob

[ColdFlo]

oh yeah there are other i forgot its been awhile if i talk to u without cursing and being a general asshole your definitely cool i dont fraternize with jerkoffs.

[Coz]

lol, you sure took all this pretty personally how your acting.    I don't expect to see you back here even if you wanted to with that nonsense ranting.

Goodbye and good riddance.

[ColdFlo]

look here u ho that wasnt for u all that shit is right on and like i said its therapy at this point u dont expect to see me back bitch u dont know the half of it your a fuckin assclown continue with your campaign of hate u screwed over little fuck

[applejacks]

wow did i miss something ive not played or been around active in like 2months...weeeeeee

[Coz]

look here u ho that wasnt for u all that shit is right on and like i said its therapy at this point u dont expect to see me back bitch u dont know the half of it your a fuckin assclown continue with your campaign of hate u screwed over little fuck

Campaign of hate...  Lets see...  List of people I hate...  none.  :p  I really really dislike this one guy here in town for reasons I won't say here.  Do I hate anyone else?  Nope, I just dislike what they stand for and do.  You truely don't know me so don't even act like you do.  GOOD RIDDANCE

[ColdFlo]

Please cursing and text on a forum dont affect me personally and i when i say therapy i mean as in fun as in a relief of stress.  I dont need therapy yall do.  See there's a problem with people like u u believe there is no beating your own personal dreary world and instead of fighting it u give into it.  That is really our problem; so when i fight u its not because theres something wrong with me its because theres somethiing wrong with u.  I dont care if there was 5000 of u fucks i wouldnt give in or sellout but u do as fast as possible and u have developed your personallity around it.  U fuckers are being phased out but it looks like it will take another 50 years so stay in the world u have created.  Its disgusting.  Quake i didnt read your post completely b4 but now i see its full tone i didnt think u were capable of going that low.  Im not hurting' please.  Hurting over a game i dont think so.  Look quake im right about these guys and your experiences in your life dont apply to me because your view of world is the same as i have mentioned above and its has skewed your view.  I can smell a shitty republican type fuck a mile away and thats y i took offense b4 i even knew about these bullshit bastards because its easy to tell.  Fuck u gloomed out sad monkey fucks die in your own shit.  U will anyway.  My behavior bitch this is me and u cant handle anything nonconformist u slave.  Oh matster please your not that nice a guy dont give me reverse psychology crap im not done telling u dumbfucks how stupid u are your special and elite quake gamers how dare I.

[ColdFlo]

And dont have any question in your mind im not coming back for any more than having fun in these forumns.  I carry a grudge forever.  U may view that as unhealthy many do but i think they are weak and i believe it is heathly to do so.  Hate doesnt give u cancer like u see in the movies.

[ColdFlo]

Coz stand for and do? How could u not hate yourself do u realize the fuck u are?  Do u realize what a bitch u are? U let school get to u big time thats y your such a ground in restricted little asslicking weasle.  Your like every nerd i ever met in my honors courses sitting with glasses on and writing tiny like a typewriter.  U are the opitimy of standing for everything that this country creates to screw everyone over.  U take a bunch of shit in school because u cant reach out and become something u want to be so what u do is u fight it and then u internalize all that rage go out into the world and drop that shit on others because your so mad and u cant let go of any of that hate. Come on i got one of those right didnt I do u ride a scooter around college?

[Waffle Whiffer]

Moooooooooooooooooo! Mek! Mek!

[Coz]

Coz stand for and do? How could u not hate yourself do u realize the fuck u are?  Do u realize what a bitch u are? U let school get to u big time thats y your such a ground in restricted little asslicking weasle.  Your like every nerd i ever met in my honors courses sitting with glasses on and writing tiny like a typewriter.  U are the opitimy of standing for everything that this country creates to screw everyone over.  U take a bunch of shit in school because u cant reach out and become something u want to be so what u do is u fight it and then u internalize all that rage go out into the world and drop that shit on others because your so mad and u cant let go of any of that hate. Come on i got one of those right didnt I do u ride a scooter around college?

*Stops laughing histaricly*  Ohhh my stomach hurts...  Yeah, you hit it on the head there ColdFlo...  

*Starts laughing again*

[max ping]

can't we all just get along

[UUD-40]

can't we all just get along

i second that  

[Moving Shadow]

So.......about that local sports team????

[The Dreaming Dragon]

Small request,Coldflo?

Can you summerize,and in simple phrases,exactly what your beef is?

I think its that there are players who frequent the server who are better than you,and you think that they achieve this by cheating,right?There MAY be truth in that,but not for everyone accused.I've seen the ungodly accuracy of some rail monkeys and question what hacks they might have,but I also remember this:Quake2 came out in 1997 or so.And by now I can imagine some people actually being GOOD at playing it.There are also other factors as well,like people with faster connections,people with superior aim and knowledge of the maps they play in,and "luck".All sorts of situational dynamics in play,right place right time stuff,chaos theory in motion.The worlds spits out an army of Angry 12 Year Olds every day,and each new batch seems angrier than the last,and for some reason they are aiming at ME!

Is this "fair"?I don't expect it to be.I NEVER have been in a "fair" game of quake2.Why? Because the only way it would be fair to ME is if everyone else on the server spent the night throwing boxes around in a supermarket like I just did before joining the game.But it doesn't stop me from playing,or trying to win,or achieving the fairly infrequent win.Sometimes I'm overwhelmed,over-camped,outshot.When it happens too often,I leave! I play some other game or some other server.The goal of ALL these games is NOT winning,but entertainment.And when they fail to entertain,I MOVE ON.Yes there are a galaxy of people better than me.And I find fragging one of them extra juicy,even though I end up dead last.I find ousting campers especially fun,even though I give them a dozen easy frags by trying.And as for the real cheaters....I pity them.I imagine that their lives are SO devoid of happiness and joy that they feel the overwhelming urge to win at some aspect of life,even something as meaningless as a game.All are answered with the same "GG" at the end,whether I mean it or not.Because I DO wish a Good Game upon all.Life is tough enough and the world needs not the shaking of my angry fist.Why spoil the fun of others?Cursing the luck of others never changes your own.

And I'll conclude these ramblings with this:

DON'T go. No NEED for it.Play under another name and model if you must. But find the fun.Embrace the serenity of the moon in its flowing stream:because none of this reallllly matters.Just find the fun again.